The Importance of Support in Addiction Recovery
For anyone who has entered into addiction recovery, one thing becomes clear...support is needed in order for you to be successful in your addiction recovery.
"You alone can do it, but you cannot do it alone" - O. Hobart Mowrer
But what makes support such an important component to a successful recovery? And what is the meaning of support when it's pertaining to addiction recovery?
The Importance of a Routine
Every so often I feel myself coming undone. Not in a severe way where I am contemplating using again, but in a more subtle way like my edges are just starting to unravel.
I guess my fear of going back to my old ways keeps me on the look out for these littlest changes in myself. More times than not, when I notice this "undone" feeling I eventually come to the conclusion that my day to day routines have been disrupted in some way. I guess sometimes I just forget the importance of a routine.
Nikki Sixx – Heroin Diaries: A Year In The Life Of A Shattered Rockstar
This morning I was laying in bed listening to Opie And Anthony on the radio and their guest, Nikki Sixx of Motley Crue, was talking about the release of his book Heroin Diaries: A Year In The Life Of A Shattered Rock Star. Although I'm not a huge fan of Motley Crue (not since the sixth grade anyway) he really caught my attention.
In this radio interview Nikki Sixx came across as someone who is very passionate about the subject of addiction recovery. Obviously the release of his book Heroin Diaries gives away the fact that he his very candid about his addiction which as we know in the times we live in that people in the spotlight aren't always forthcoming about this topic. Can you say "hospitalized for exhaustion"?
Getting Back To Center In Addiction Recovery
Many, many times since entering into addiction recovery and starting this blog you have heard me say that my recovery ebbs and flows. I'm either on point, full steam ahead or I'm just barely hanging in there... trying to survive.
Lately I felt that I have been neither of those two scenarios. I have actually been dead center or I guess you could say... centered.
In my last post I talked about finding balance in addiction recovery. This has been an area that has caused me the most problems in life. I have a hard time finding the balance in life.
I understand that everyone has ups and downs in life, it's unavoidable. But I think that my inability to find any sort of balance was a huge part of those ups and downs.
I am now committed to finding my center in addiction recovery and my entire life. I don't want to burn myself out so often and have to wait around while my fire builds back up for something else.
I'm determined.
Oh Little Brother… Still Fucking Up
For anyone who has kept up with this site you are familiar with the fact that I have a younger brother who struggles with an Oxycontin addiction just like his big sis. I have told you about how it's torture for a recovering addict to watch an active addict.
The helplessness you feel when you are on the sidelines of someone else's addiction can be staggering. I only know how to deal with my own addiction... not anyone else's. But as it turns out, you have no choice. It is what it is.
It seems that my brother, who went back into a Suboxone program in November, has not been very successful in his recovery. How do I know, you ask? Well it became pretty clear when he called my father this afternoon from a police station after being arrested. At this very moment in time I can't tell you exactly what he is being charged with but... I think I can make an educated guess.
Addiction Recovery: Using The Secret
I have been reading The Secret by Rhonda Byrne. This book talks about positive thinking and what effect it has on the law of attraction. The Secret stresses the importance that your thoughts have on the outcome of your life. What statement could be truer than that to a recovering addict?