Many, many times since entering into addiction recovery and starting this blog you have heard me say that my recovery ebbs and flows. I’m either on point, full steam ahead or I’m just barely hanging in there… trying to survive.
Lately I felt that I have been neither of those two scenarios. I have actually been dead center or I guess you could say… centered.
In my last post I talked about finding balance in addiction recovery. This has been an area that has caused me the most problems in life. I have a hard time finding the balance in life.
I understand that everyone has ups and downs in life, it’s unavoidable. But I think that my inability to find any sort of balance was a huge part of those ups and downs.
I am now committed to finding my center in addiction recovery and my entire life. I don’t want to burn myself out so often and have to wait around while my fire builds back up for something else.