Be great if you chose to stay alive. I’m really lonely (ever heard of the tyranny of distance?) and would love new friends.

1. Suboxone is primarily an opiate blocker with some slight opiate effects – you won’t feel any opiate efects becasue the receptor is full of Bupe (“sort of” like Antabuse that is used for people with alcohol problems – Antabuse makes you violently ill if you drink but it’s dangerous – even some mouth washes can set that one off, as well as benzo’s – I think – need to do more research one that);

2. If you have been a very heavy opiate (i.e. Smack) user – forget Suboxone – in MY opinion (only) you will be better going on to large (170?) dose of maintenance drugs like Methadone – any normal (then again, what is normal) D&A pro will tell you that – max you get with Suxones (can I just say bupe? – although Suboxone has the Narcan type drug in it – so you can’t hit it – so they are very different) is only 32 mg per day for very good reasons I won’t go in to and, lets face it – if you want to be off your face, well bupe won’t cut it;

3. Bupe/S is becoming more useful for the hilly billy heroin addicts (legals) and codeine and it works very well bit it is just a CHEMICAL – just a part of the process – you may have very good reason to want to be whacked off your face (mental illness, death of loved ones, sheer isolation or you just like it) but I guess it’s up to you if you want to adress it or just die with the crap (I can understand that feeling – DO NOT feel guilty). and,

4. Over a few years – reduce the Done, go on to Bupe, reduce that and your chemical problem is resolved. Easy huh! But the reason why you did it in the the first place isn’t. 12 steppers work for some – really – the best cure is just falling in love, unfortunately, as we get older and with out histories not easy.

5. Nothing is easy. Sometimes I feel like I’d prefer to just die with it. Make your own decision and don’t play Chemists and Doctors. DO YOU WANT TO DIE? – if you keep stiffing around with this junk you will, whilst very evil people use you and get rich.

We have NO answers – just serious looks and suits. Oh – I noticed something – if you get suboxne down to c. 8 mg (pref. much, much less) withdrawal is mild and should only last a day or two – it’s the psychological addiction that will always kill us – as always. Sorry.

Sorry to repeat any comments above – could only skim and am very tired.